Trying To Find the Balance…

Exhausted, that word express how I feel for the last 2 weeks. Got to wake up at 6 tops, Arrived at home at 11 pm. And go to bed at 1 am and do the same thing the next day. It’ like running in a never ending circle. I can’t feel anything. Miss life. Miss having fun. Miss spare time. Miss being me 4 months ago. Miss how I used to live my life before because I have to work and go to college nowadays.

At the first time all I can do is whining to the world. How everybody else can stand to do their work and go to college at the same time. I realize both are not an easy thing to do. Even if you just do one of them it still needs your full attention. I always feel ashamed of myself why all I can do is whining like a baby girl but everyone else can do it well.

At work my job is like a never ending job. There’s always a new duty, a brand new situation. I feel so grateful because god has given me opportunity to taste the different side of life at 20 years of age. And there are many persons behind me who support me for what I’m doing right now. My family, my girl (you’re the reason I’m living).Thank you guys you rock my world. I can’t imagine how my life would turn without you guys.

Enough whining! Enough sadness! Now it’s the time to make a change. If I want to get success on the future I must always give my 110%. No matter how hard it’s going to be. No matter how difficult it would be.

Because life is not a problem to be solved, but life is a gift to be enjoyed.